Hair

Hair I thought I would mention another interesting development in this process of the Living Resurrection. When I was in my early twenties my hair fell out. I was devastated. The strange thing is that I always looked my best with a brush cut or at the very least very short hair, because I always looked terrible with hair. I have been growing new hair, but not enough to bother trying to take photographs. This hair regrowth is also not symmetrical, and just like my nose, it is happening only on the right side of my head. Just last night I noticed a few more really short hairs sprouting up here and there which must have appeared in just the last few days.

Resume

The place I have been working is doing some downsizing, and I am alarmed by this, because I feel that I did not come so far, to become ruined at the last minute.

This morning I put in an application for this Christian place, and as a part of my resume I included web links, because I feel that I no longer want to pretend to be somebody else. I would rather just be myself, and I thought that since this was a Christian place, I would experiment. As a general rule I have never gotten along with Christians. They always try to tell my how to do my job. I get instructions. I do my job. They find fault. However I feel that now that I have reached the point where finally, at long last, I am working on the Living Resurrection, things must change sooner or later. I always ignored criticism in the past, which is good, for I have been the kind of person who follows instructions, and so therefore I am now the kind of person who benefits by being granted the privilege of demonstrating the Living Resurrection.

It has occurred to me that I could hand out my resume at churches. I am not saying here that perhaps churches need to hire people for jobs, but there are people who attend churches who might become like a connection, and here I assume that I am not being overly optimistic. Now as a general rule I stay far, far away from churches, because I do not want to be placed under arrest and then locked up in a mental hospital, which is what happens when I go anywhere near a church, or so has been my experience in the past. However, now that I am doing the Living Resurrection the possibility does exist that perhaps they will not be so quick to assume that I am a dangerous crazy maniac. I am quite sane, as you can see, and everything I have been telling people for years is the truth, as impossible as it might be for some church to believe such things.

Isaiah 30 (Amplified Bible)

18 And therefore the Lord [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. For the Lord is a God of justice. Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) are all those who [earnestly] wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him [for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship]!
19 O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you.
20 And though the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
21 And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.
22 Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!
23 Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures.
24 The oxen likewise and the young donkeys that till the ground will eat savory and salted fodder, which has been winnowed with shovel and with fork.
25 And upon every high mountain and upon every high hill there will be brooks and streams of water in the day of the great slaughter [the day of the Lord], when the towers fall [and all His enemies are destroyed].
26 Moreover, the light of the moon will be like the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be sevenfold, like the light of seven days [concentrated in one], in the day that the Lord binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].