You know I was thinking about how angered I was yesterday morning, as I thought about the process involved in clearing a path for Yahweh. Now I don't mind any process that involves Yahweh, nor do I mind going anywhere with Yahweh, But the one thing that I can't stand is being forced to take the world's sorriest most hopelessly despairing godless people along with me. It is literally, and I do mean literally, utterly utterly impossible for you people to have even the tiniest spark of faith, and you are also simply just terrified to even try. So be it. Now speaking for myself after the intensely intensely beautiful experience I had this weekend of divine miracles, I need never worry about another thing again. I am telling you, this weekend I heard the most beautfiul, most painful tragic moaning and groaning coming straight from that burdened moaning groaning heart of Yahweh. Like I said, it was profoundly moving, and it happened just as I brought up the following page on my website:
"You who dwell in the garden, my companions are listening for your voice; let me hear it. Make haste, my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young stag upon the mountains of spices." (Song of Songs Chapter 8 verse 13)
Let me tell you, that page pleased Yahweh profoundly and I got the most powerful response from that (on Saturday afternoon) than for anything else I have written. What a long long suffering groaning moaning pain. It was intensely beautiful, and like I said, after having heard something that beautiful I am never ever going to need to be worried or concerned about anything again. The real terrible tradegy is how you can have something that powerfully intensely beautiful take place, and then have nothing come of it, Nothing. Nothing at all. All of which leads me to the sorrowful conclusion that I dwell among the most godless ungodly hopelessly despairing hardened over cynical people in the universe. And that is so unneccesary, and how I wish oh how I wish it wasn't like that.
Do you know how Yahweh moans and groans with tremendous pain because of your suffering hopelessly depairing hearts. And I can't help you. The only way I can help you is to clear a path for Yahweh, so that when Yahweh gets here, you won't be crushed and destroyed by the christian god and the composite jesus christ figure. And you won't help me. Not even the smallest breaks do I ever get, and that makes sense if you are running away from what you think is the christian god, but is ridiculously stupid when you think about it in relation to Yahweh.
I tellyou what I have seen, and the whole town finds out for a year. Yahweh is not making it like a trip to impossible land for you to find out the truth. What, oh what, could possibly be wrong with you people, if there is something wrong besides just that christian god. Maybe I am being premature. I mean I just completely destroyed that christian god this weekend, with lots of help from Yeshua by the way, the kind of thing I would never bother even trying to tell another living human being, because what's the point. But nevertheless that is true. You see I am Yeshua's little gift wrapped parcel for the church. Naturally they don't want it, and it will be refused at the door and sent back where it came from. Interesting concept.
Now there are only two explanations for what happened this weekend, either a ‘devil' or a ‘prophet of Yahweh' brought ruinous destruction to the christian church this weekend, well, on top of whatever church sacking things I might have done before. Let's just say that, following Yeshua's instructions to become that little gift wrapped parcel, this weekend I really excelled in bringing ruinous destruction down upon that christian church and that christian god. This sort of thing doesn't win you any friends. I just checked my log file. Not much. But nevertheless, the job has been done, in a great historic way, once and for all, too, thanks be to Yahweh and Yeshua who was out doing things that no one will know about it or hear about, because people always think they can stall a divine miracle by pulling stunts.
Now here we might be getting closer to the truth. You people are probably decidedly dissatisfied that Yahweh is God, not because of Eden, but because of Righteousness and Justice and Holiness. And because of the ever present threat hanging in the air that it might come to that Pharoah of Egypt thing. Well, those of you who are eating well, which would be most people who visit this site, might want to complain about the unrighteousness and wickedness of cruel ruthless pricks in high so called ‘powerful places' instead of complaining about the righteousness of Yahweh. And keep in mind that you people voted for him, right, and even if you didn't, well you people never have enough hope in your despairing downtrodden hearts to ever even think of trying to control all the world harming cruelty policies that keep going through in this place. When you become more of an activist then you can complain about sharing that Pharoah of Egypt experience with Pharoah. Understand?
You know, I could go anywhere with Yahweh, or do anything for Yahweh, after having heard that passionate painful groaning moan. It was the most intensely moving experience of the whole weekend, and I feel safe forever after having heard. Yes, I am just the toy of a powerful God, a God's play thing. I wind up where I wind up and go where I go when I go. I could go anywhere with Yahweh, and I wouldn't mind in the least if it wasn't for the fact that I am surrounded by suffering people who no matter how much they hear or see cannot have faith. However like I said, I am being premature, but that is typical for me. I just sacked that christian god this weekend and now one day later I am disappointed that the whole world isn't shaking from the profound shock. Well, sooner or later it has to, once you've done something like that right. So once again, its just a matter of time. As for that christian god, well that thing has not got even so much as one shred of glory left, or so I would hope, and so at the very least, even though the most despairing and hopeless of those around me would be sure that I did not see what I so clearly did see (often with 10 or 20 or 50) other people. You can see a lot of amazing things, and yet still see nothing at all.
I need to go do some brooding, hopefully figure some things out....