Spiritual retreat, UFO watch in the summer of 2001, UFO church

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A spiritual retreat
during the summer of 2001

     On my story page I described a number of incidents where other people were present with me during these UFO encounters. At certain times, the encounter was not planned, and the witnesses were present through no choice of their own (they just happened to be there). At other times, as I mentioned, people came with me with the express purpose of viewing these craft.
     I also briefly mentioned how enigmatic I found the responses of people to be when they encountered these craft. I was always hoping for much but many times I seemed to get little. Perhaps they were surprised and weren't really expecting what they got, and when they got what they got, it left them so disturbed that they felt they needed to suppress all knowledge about what they had seen. Some people seem to invest great psychic energy into 'blacking out' every thought about what they had experienced, and this is best revealed by how angry they became if reminded about it later. After investing all that energy into forgetting, it seems that they did not appreciate being reminded, and then having to invest even more energy, and put even greater effort into once again forgetting (if anyone can ever really forget something like that...)
     Well, rather than wrestle with understanding certain complexities of human nature I might as well just ignore the whole issue for the present, and start something new. I am a Canadian. I live in Saskatchewan, which is in the center of Canada (north of the Dakotas in the states). Next summer I plan to go on at least one spiritual retreat into the woods by the lake to commune with Yahweh and Joshua and enjoy the spectacle of watching these UFOs I describe. I do not want to do this alone, anymore. At the same time I do not want to deal with enigmas in the human personality. So I thought that since the winter here is now upon us, and the winter is long, the world is large, and the Internet is everywhere, I would take this opportunity to invite those who are interested to begin 'networking' and then make arrangements to join me for a week, or a few days, or how ever long you can spare at some certain place in some certain woods on the shores of some certain lake in a campground (bring your tents and your lawn chairs) to refresh and renew your spirits in the presence of what our ancestors called 'the angels of God'.
     Now one thing you should understand if you are interested in attending my UFO spiritual retreat next summer, is that I am a follower of Yahweh, have been since 1974, am now, and always will be. I am a disciple and would like to commune with some disciples. I am a follower of Joshua, who angered religious dogmatics, who had him crucified on a charge of heresy and blasphemy, but it really is true that Yahweh raised him from the dead (and here you find the real meaning of the crucifixion - it is a universal symbol of justice, and it is also is a message from Yahweh about the pointless nature of dogmatism. Whatever is real, simply is real, and what is not is not. What is true is true and what is false is false. Whatever is just is. It simply is what it is. This is often something people cannot accept, and as I mentioned on my story page, they are even willing to do what I consider to be some really bizarre mental gymnastics to avoid dealing with reality if reality turns out to be something they (for enigmatic reasons) refuse to accept.)
     I mention this to spell out some criteria for my UFO watch in the woods next summer. If you are spiritually mature enough to accept reality, and you are not wedded to some dogma which I might have offended on this site, then you have certainly cleared the first hurdle, and you are certainly welcome to consider attending my spiritual retreat.
     Here is a little story for you to consider. Some mother had a baby die. She was devastated is crying out "why God, why?" This is something that disturbs me so much because it has been my experience that Yahweh is no longer determined to stay far away but is in the process of returning once again. This is the plain and simple truth.
     As the prophet said, 'Yahweh was very angry with our ancestors. But now Yahweh says, 'return to me, and I will return to you. Do not be like your ancestors to whom the former prophets said, 'turn from your evil ways and bad practices,' but they stubbornly refused to listen. Where are your ancestors now? And the prophets, did they live forever? But did not the Word of Yahweh catch up with our ancestors in the end? It was only when they suffered the consequences of their deeds and their actions that they were willing to repent, and they said, 'Yahweh has treated the human race the way that their deeds and their conduct deserved, and as Yahweh was determined to do." (Taken from Zechariah, first chapter, first verse...)
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     Point number one. Before you can consider attending my spiritual retreat you will have to work out any issues you have with Yahweh. Are you bitter about the way life turned out, and angry at Yahweh for the state of the world. It has been my experience that very often people are their own worst enemies. But like I said, it is a long winter, is it not? 6, 7, 8 months should be plenty of time. You see my experience has taught me that it really is humanity's own fault that humanity experiences the separation they experience, as is proved to my satisfaction by how hard it is to get them to return. You see, you can't have it both ways, correct? You cannot say, 'where is God' and then when the opportunity arises to find out, turn away.
     Okay, so my next point is this. Consider the example of the mother whose baby died, causing her great suffering. If you are the type of person who would like to do something for her, something real, something permanent, something lasting, then you are the type of person who can consider coming with me on my spiritual retreat. You see, I want to build a new kind of church from scratch (if it proves to be impossible to revitalize the present church) and since I was fifteen and this all began, I have always wanted to shine a light into the darkness of the world. By myself, I can do nothing, but fortunately I am not alone, which is why you are invited to my spiritual retreat. I could go alone again, as I have so many times before, but now it is time to do something more. It is a big world, and a big Internet. Who has despised the day of small beginnings? (To whom has the arm of Yahweh been revealed?) So then, if humanity, and the mother mentioned above are of concern to you, then you are invited to my spiritual retreat and after finding your true place in the universe you are also invited to join me in my struggle to bring some light into this dark and gloomy place, and to bring forward the truth, not just about the Bible (although that is so important) but also the nature of reality, life, and the universe itself. For, you see, this is Yahweh's universe, it is thriving with life you know nothing about, and people rise from the dead in this place. Well they say that faith can come by hearing, and how blessed you are if you can hear, but seeing is believing, in my experience, and that is why I do not want to go alone again on a spiritual retreat.
     My experience in Melville was glorious, but ever since then I have been confronted with enigmas I cannot understand, stubborn resistance that I have not been able to overcome, but then maybe I have just never gone about this struggle in the right sort of way. This announcement and this invitation is my attempt to start something new-a movement, a religious spiritual movement in the earth. There is more power in numbers, after all. One person is easy to knock down, but a rope made of many cords is much harder to snap. This is something you should consider as you ponder whether or not you might want to join me in my spiritual retreat. You see, if you are curiosity seeker, I would rather that you pass me by, because you will only damage yourself in any case (if you see and you keep silent, or avoid responsibility, you will have to deal with the burden of guilt, and one way of doing this, I suppose, is to suppress it yourself, and oppress others as a naturally following consequence of the choice you made, and this is somewhere you don't want to go...)
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     In the future I might expand this page and say a little more as it occurs to me what needs to be said. For now I post this announcement just to get people thinking. As for networking, well, I have a message board on this site, and people can network there, exchange emails, and as I mentioned, there are 6 or 7 or 8 months to work something out among spiritual pioneers (better to light a candle than to simply curse at the darkness in this place, don't you think?)
     Speaking of mentioning more, since I posted this, I realize that I should mention several more points. First, with great privilege comes even greater responsibility. You don't want to be like me and anger Yahweh (see my story page). So make sure that your mind is set. Second point, you will become a divisive personality with people lining up for you or against you (if my experience is any indication). You will be persecuted, ridiculed, and if you are as unlucky as I am, arrested and locked up (the first time when I was only fifteen). It is part of the price people pay for living their lives outside the norm, and is something you should consider carefully....For this reason I usually speak of taking maybe a dozen or two dozen people with me, if I can find them. (I don't ask for much, but this is a reflection of how difficult I have found this to be...)
By the way, it is winter here, the first day of snow, as I am writing this. The next clear (and probably cold) evening that comes along, I plan to be out in my snow suit, watching...
More on this as it occurs to me...
Peace!
Brent

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A Unified Field Theory

The Unified Field Theory
is also available as a zip file -> unified.zip

Introduction :The Pioneer Effect and the New Physics. A brief description of the new physics required to explain the 'Pioneer Effect', which is the constant deceleration of space craft as they fly through space.

Principles of Evolution: A Study in the Evolution of Bedbugs

A couple of years ago my bedroom was invaded by bedbugs. There were two variant genetic lines. One type of bedbug was an enlongated, thin, tubular insect, and the second genetic line was a flat, perfectly circular insect. The result of the cross breeding of these two genetically distinct variants was the production of a bedbug with charcteristics of both, an enlongated, flat bedbug with a central bulge (such that the shape of the bedbug was somewhere between 'long' and 'circular'). The long skinny bedbugs were such strange and unfamiliar looking insects that at first I did not recognize them as being bedbugs, and considered them to be a seperate species of insect. However, as the photographs of bedbugs above indicate, enlongated and skinny bedbugs are not uncommon, and the photographs also show the variants that are produced by genetic combinations that result in an insect somewhere in between 'circular' and 'enlongated'.

Therefore it is my hypothesis that evolution occurs by means of the transfer of dominate genes, with the production of such dominant genes being the product of 'biological algorithms', a genetic software program that brings physical characteristics into harmony with behavior, such that when behavior changes, and a conflict then exists, this acts as a trigger and causes the release of dominant genes. The result is rapid evolution of species. The bedbug is a relatively new insect, not the product of millions of years of evolution but rather an insect that is evolving in real time. The newly emerging dominant form of the insect is the flat, round ciruclar insect, well adapted to living in human bedrooms (it is flat, rather than tubular, thus allowing it to hide in the smallest cracks, living a stealthy lifestyle, and it is round, which gives the insect a maximum storage capacity such that it must endanger itself only a few times a month by emerging to feed.

Other examples of rapid evolution include the development of long legs in an invasive species of toad in Australia. As the toads move into the mountainous regions of Australia, and their behvaior changes, making them 'climbing toads', over the course of just a couple of decades the toads in the highlands have grown long legs specially adapted to climbing. It is worth noting here that the toads are poisonous, and are a successful invasive species because they have no natural predators in Australia, and so it would not be the case that the toads with long legs were 'the fittest survivors', because all the toads are survivors, and therefore predation does not explain the rapid emergence and spread of such well adapted, long legged toads. Once again we see evidence for the existence of biological algorithms and the rapid spread of dominant genes through a population, which once introduced proceed to overwhelm the older genes which are being replaced (making toad long legged and a bed bug round and flat).

A Theological Experiment

My interest in pursuing the Unified Field Theory is spurred on by my need to discover the theoretical explanation of a new form of propulsion (as explained on this page: Why the Unified Field Theory?). The experiment involving the bedbugs came out of nowhere.

I also believe that it is possible to justify theological propositions using experimental methods. If a thing is an objective truth then it can be verified and proven true by means of experimentation. Such a theological proposition is of more value than a �divine revelation�, since such revelations depend upon nothing more than establishing authority figures which requires the creation of artificial hierarchies, for the only reason why I might be encouraged to believe an authority figure who orders me to believe unsubstantiated opinions is if I could somehow be convinced that this authority possessed a mind that was somehow superior to mine, and thus was fit to express opinions as though opinions were unquestionable facts and thus worthy of being elevated to the status of absolute dogma.

There is a self evident human inequality which is visibly apparent. Some people are �beautiful� and thus are the true elite on this planet, and some people are not. It is this sexual inequality and the degeneration that follows upon beauty that is the true driving force behind all the evil that happens on earth. The need for ruthless oppression and the pursuit of wealth and the consequent creation of suffering and poverty which must follow upon this practice is for the purpose of creating an artificial alpha elite.

The true elites are the young and the beautiful. The artificial elite are the rich and the wealthy. The elite aging rich artificial alpha male has no good looks, for he is physically degenerate, but he will be found escorting beauty because he has a beautiful wallet. If he loses his wallet he will be found at home with all the other unattractive aged beta males sitting in a rocking chair watching reruns of Bonanza. No money, no sex. It is for this reason that the alpha males are found to be so ruthless and so violent in pursuit of their goal. The alpha male has fallen. The beta male has arisen and now the whole planet is full of ruinous destruction for it.

We see in religion a confused and contradictory reaction to this reality. On the one hand religion preaches a sexless heaven where castration and the clitorectomy create �pure spirits�. Muslims throw women under sacks. On the other hand religion supports hierarchy and is the prop of the elite alpha male. It is for this reason that religion is incoherent when it comes to speaking about sex.

Now we see this same principle at work in all of nature. Guppies dance and show off their colorful tails and the guppy who dances with the most colorful tail is the sexually successful guppy. Therefore it is the doctrine of the ruthless oppressor which teaches that the solution to human sexual violence is to be found in castration and the creation of pure ghosts. This would be equivalent to damning an aardvark for having the �sinful aardvark nature� or prosecuting an anteater for the high crime of �ant genocide�.

Therefore it was my theological hypothesis that the correct solution to this problem is to give every guppy a beautiful colorful tail. I compare this solution to the classic religious solution which is to cut off every tail since having a tail is �sinful�. If having a tail is sinful then God must be sinful for no human being has any choice in deciding whether or not they would be born with a colorful tail, or whether they would not.

When I was young I was a beautiful guppy with a lovely tail. So everyone seemed to think. I am older now. My nose became very badly sunburned and destroyed. It seemed good to me to test my hypothesis by using these �biological algorithms� to correct this problem. I healed half my nose as you can see by the line separating the still very dark patch on the side in the photograph below.

I documented my experiment on these pages. one two t hree four fi ve six

I have confirmed to my own satisfaction that my theological proposition is correct and that religious dogma is erroneous, being based as it was upon nothing more than �divine revelation� which is just a form of opinionated speculation. For the time being I am not continuing this experiment, for I must wait until the weather on this planet improves, and the dark clouds of ruthless oppression break letting a little sun shine come through so that I can show the world the truth about God, by showing people how God goes about giving an old guppy back his beautiful colorful tail.

Until then I will have to sit on the sidelines, while all my scientific breakthroughs are deliberately ignored, while I wonder to myself what ever in the world could be wrong with the human race, because what this all will prove at the end of it all is that there definitely was something wrong with the people on this planet.